Not really behaving properly… Had wine and didn’t watch calories and missed my morning run… And all because of my work. I know I know, excuses! But I had a nervous breakdown, was crying in bed. I’m getting into depression mode because it is so hard to work 12 hours 5 days a week and then take work home for weekend. And all that time being scolded by your boss as well. I’m seriously on the edge and just want to finish it all as soon as possible or I’m gonna get ill. I’m loosing my hope for having any vacation this summer and it’s raining everyday in London. All my friends go to the seaside, buy themselves nice things and party. All I do is this slavery job for 12 hours without even a proper lunch break and no money enough to survive even. I never thought life in London would be SO challenging and I’m scared as hell that it’s gonna be like this all the time.
Did you have problems like that? How did u cope with that?
Next thinspiration moodboard for you guys! It is already on my wall =)
Today I’ve discovered the power of pomegranate and i’m happy =) it is the best dessert ever! just because it takes so long to eat it that u feel like you had another proper meal!
Did Jillian Michaels workout from Revolution program after work today. And by the way the way there is a new episode of her podcast on itunes, make sure u check it out!
I cannot believe that tomorrow is my last day working as a photographer’s assistant for this guy…..oooomph, that was quite an experience but I want to do something else with my life, this is not my thing apparently…but now im scared of going into nowhere and finding new job. Smile, i must smile, argh! =)))
Running yesterday, Jillian Michael’s video today, oooomph I rock =)
Don’t see any result though, i guess i hit that damn plateau everybody’s talking about =( Oh maybe now i just need to increase my exercise routine but i work out 6 days a week, how can i do more and still have a life!